Channeling from Source

On June 22, 2018 another Massive Awakening took place.

It all started with a journey at the beach with my soul family in a beautiful island.

Of course, I didn't know my life was about to change. We all went to the beach and chilled. I spent pretty much the entire time in the water, connecting with her, with the Island, with Mother Earth, with Nature and of course with my friends.

I found myself floating on the water, talking to her and sharing the love I felt for her and vice-versa. I began to understand how some people choose to “go” that way and how others realize their potential as the connection with everything becomes stronger.

It was at the moment that I was helping to get something to eat for my friend’s daughter that I felt something bigger was coming. 

I moved closer to the water, not placing my feet on her, but still close enough I could feel the wetness on the sand. As I faced her, my body began to dance in a way it hadn't before. I felt like a Goddess lost in a trance dancing her pains away. Well, ... it literally happened that way. My hands commenced to move energy in a beautiful and graceful way; seeing it all.  My mouth began to make some noises as a different breathing took place, and my body continued to dance. I felt as if I was watching everything behind the scenes, yet I was there fully present during the entire process.

Things were being released from my being, things that had been in my family for generations and because of fear of taking the leap of faith, hadn't been released. It was my job in this lifetime to do it. Although the release was painful, it wasn't uncomfortable and not once did I cry throughout the process. I felt so much gratitude at knowing what was going on. I kept hearing my friends talking to me and about me making sure I was Ok, yet I couldn't stop what was happening, nor did I want to.

As the process continued and the released was finalizing, it came to my awareness that what I was releasing was not only from my Divine Feminine, but from the Collective as well. I was releasing that for us all. This realization brought more gratefulness and humbleness to my being as I experienced such a connection to all of us. The “We are ONE” became more than just a concept, it became reality.

When the release finalized, my being continue to danced in glory and in bliss. Energy was still being moved not only with my arms but also with my torso, head, hips and legs, and although my eyes were closed, I saw it all through THE eye. When it all finished, I stayed still and brought my hands to my mouth in a "Holy Smokes" kind of motion. I walked towards my friend not knowing what to say. She looked at me and asked if I was Ok and I told her,

"I remember who I am."

She hugged me and I cried telling her about watching my people being murdered, about the destruction, about it all.

I went to bed, after having an indescribable and beautiful experience with my beloved and woke up due to something that was happening with my tongue. It was as if someone had a hold of it and pulled it in all possible directions non-stop, stretching it beyond belief. I didn't know what was happening, yet again, no part of me felt fear. I knew something magical was happening even if my mind, couldn't comprehend what was going on. In my heart I knew everything was alright. Some noises came out of my mouth as my tongue danced and I allowed it all to unfold as I surrendered deeper to the process. Luckily for me, I was already used to "weird" things happening since the moment my Kundalini energy shot up in June of  2016.

This went on for what felt like an hour or so and then I passed out again. When I woke up, I felt so different. SO different. I had shifted massively and there was no denying it.

We had all planned to do a little ceremony for a friend to let go of something/someone in Nature, close to water. So before heading to Nature, we went out for brunch. There were so many of us and we all could not fit in one car, so I asked my housemate if I could ride with him on his bike. I had already shared with him my experience of the night before since he had stayed in. The shifts from the previous night continue to evolve as if the day had not ended.

As soon as I got on his bike, my hands moved to his back and I began to channel something. I heard,

"Channels are being opened."

I began to say something in a language I "hadn't heard" before. I remember asking him

"Do you hear what I'm saying?"

He said he could hear something, yet couldn't put the words together and neither could I at that moment. My hands moved effortlessly on his back, as if I knew what I was doing yet part of me had no clue what was happening. The language started to come out stronger as I began to pull energy out of him, sending it to Mother Earth and she would send it back to me cleaner to put it back in him. It was so fascinating!

The entire time we hiked to get to this water place for the ceremony, my hands were "playing" with energy, and speaking this "new" language. I couldn't even stop the motion to grab my backpack nor to do anything else.

When the ceremony ended, we all headed back. I needed to exchange some money and get some fruits, so we did that before heading back home. Again,

"Channels are being opened"

was heard and healing was happening for my housemate, the entire way to exchange money, buying, fruits and heading back home. When we got back, I channeled a session for him speaking in a Light Language and singing it as well. I truly was amazed the entire time I was channeling as something similar to that hadn’t happened before. When it was over I said to him,

"I'd like to explain what just happened, but I have no idea what just happened."

  This massive awakening was not over yet. Little did I know, the next day was still gonna be a continuation of the previous days.

Two words: Inner Dance. 

Inner Dance is a Kundalini Activation Process. It is a state of being and through it, awareness reaches a point where things come back to you giving you the realization that you had never been separated from Source.

On Sunday June 24 of 2018, I went to a Inner dance group session with my housemate. I truly did not expect what was about to happen. 

As soon as the music began, my arms danced and the language was spoken just as any other language I am fluent in. I talked, I screamed, I cried all in that ancient language. My body made all kinds of movements, that I swear if any other being was watching, would have taught I was playing out the exorcist. It kept shaking, moving and doing intense backbends which were not even part of my Yoga Asana yet. It wasn't even a big deal, my physical body did it all gracefully and nothing hurt. However, what did hurt was the release coming out.

I realized throughout the process that I had been cursed in another lifetime; that was coming out and it was EXTREMELY painful. There were 3 facilitators in the room; one was always with me... imagine the intensity. At one moment when my body was in an intense backbend position, one of them pressed on my belly and that triggered everything. I yelled and cried even louder as the curse was coming out of my left side and moving all the way up to be released through my throat. 

When it was finally out of me, I felt so light, like I hadn't felt before. A portal opened up and I saw Sacred Geometry, Metraton's Cube, and the Flower of Life all around it. I reached out to them and began to create different symbols with them. I expanded them, contracted them, made patterns and brought them into my being. I placed them on every main chakra to be more specific, starting with the crown all the way down to the root. Every time, Sacred Geometry would enter my chakras, my body would move as if a truck had hit me and a painful noise would come out of my mouth. The moment all the chakras were cleared and aligned, I was able to take a deep breath and rest for a bit. My heart rate was finally calmed down.

When I was able to move, I sat down. I immediately reached for my head, touching in it, almost not believing I had made it. I kept feeling my body in complete AWE saying in the ancient language,

"Holy Smokes, I made it!!"

And I began to laugh uncontrollably, thinking that it had taken so much effort to wake up. Yet I had done it... I could finally breathe!

Then I began to think,

“Ok well, so how do I switch to speak the other languages I know?”

My left index finger went immediately to my left temple and poked it... I started to speak in Italian. I did the same thing, and a combination of french and the ancient language came. I poked my temple again saying

"Why are you not speaking French fluently?!"

And laughing at the same time. I poked it again and English came out... at this moment, I connected with my Beloved's Higher Self and we had a Divine conversation.

I was completely in AWE at everything that had just happened and at the same time, extremely grateful.  After the conversation with my twin, my body began to do its thing again and continue to release... this time, it was about my parents.

My arms pulled in all things of directions as I was in a child's pose position. First, it was my right arm. It was pulled to the right, forward and back, as in trying to do Reverse Namaste hand position. That was about my dad and then it moved to the left side, the side about my mom. I am not recalling at this moment what exactly happened, I just remember the right side being more intense. Perhaps because I had more imbalances on that shoulder than the other one... well… more noticeable ones. I kept speaking in the ancient language, crying and releasing pain... and then the music stopped; the session was over.

I was still in child's pose, breathing heavily and not being able to move. I felt that I had taken the most intense heated fitness class. My hair was all over my face, sweat all over my head and my heart beat was still rising. I felt and heard people moving and going to the bathroom, yet I was still there on the mat in stillness.

When I was able to finally move, I sat up, still in a bit of a shock. We were served tea and sat in a circle. It was sharing time. Part of me was nervous,

"What am I supposed to say? How could I even say what had just happened when I am still processing it all?"

A little crystal moved around the circle. It was a way to give the space for someone to share. I heard people's experiences, yet my heart was still like,

"Crap! What are we saying?"

Then, I came to the realization that regardless something was gonna come out and freaking out was not going to do me any good.

When the crystal arrived to my hands, I wasn't even nervous. The words came out so smoothly, I didn't even have to think about it.

"I remember,"

I said.

"I remember and I am very grateful for all of you, for holding the space and creating this collectively."

These were the words that stuck more with me, yet when I said them, I looked mostly at the floor. I knew if people saw my eyes, they were going to notice the difference and I wasn't ready for that. I needed more time for myself and to process it all.

People began to leave. My housemate came to me, he was sitting across the circle when we were sharing. I told him about my experience but at the same time, not about the awakening. I kept thinking,

"The ones who know don't speak. The ones who speak don't know." 

It took me probably a week to say it to my best friends. Yet I kept channeling and doing healing sessions, this time in my language. My channeling and connection to Source had increased and it was more powerful than ever. I knew I was channeling directing from Source; I didn't have to think about it, it just came.

From that moment on, my life changed completely. Everyday, I became stronger and more powerful. Everyday, something new would download. Everyday, the healing sessions I'd hold for others became more specific related to them, more powerful, more intense. It wasn't just Reiki... it was and IT IS Source doing the healing through me. I had become, the one thing I kept asking since I started this path consciously:

I AM the purest bridge between the Divine, the Physical Real and other Realms.

The most beautiful gift I have received in this lifetime, besides my life.

Love Transmission by Angels

"We are here and we hear you.

We choose this image through which a transmission of love can happen by you looking at it.

We have heard your cries and felt your tears

It is okay to let go as you are rising.

Do not fear dear One, all is well.

The darkness might seem never ending

But it is your beginning

The beginning to a constant flow of High Vibrations

The beginning of the love you have been searching for.

Your DNA is still being activated. As this happens shifts will arise. It might seem like you are losing something, but in reality you are gaining the greatest gift that has ever existed,

YOU.

Much love."

You Angelic Teams

A Message from Archangels Michael and Raphael

"We will like to say,

We honor you

We honor your totality and all the work you are doing for you to being that forth.

WOW! What a magnificent work you are doing and is Divine to see it, to witness it, to feel it.

We sit around you and everywhere smiling at the work you are doing at being you and allowing The Divine essence to move through you.

If you can close your eyes and any given moment that is best for you through the day or the week, we invite you to close them and feel the energy that emanates from us to you. How beautiful it is to feel that one part of you is being touched upon and the energy that beams from that point to yourself and others.

Thank you. Thank you because at the same time your work shows us more that we ARE indeed doing our work and you DO hear us in your own Divine way. At the same time, as we are not separate from you, you are bringing all of us back to that one point where we speak from, you are bringing us back to YOU.

To totality

To unconditional love

To freedom

You are doing that. YOU.

WE LOVE YOU."

Archangel Michael and Raphael

I Love You

"I love you

you are not alone nor have you ever been.

what runs through me runs through you.

The beauty of Creation is your beauty.

Transformation is taking place so you get to see it,

so you get to see how powerful and magnificent you are.

There is NOTHING small about you.

The Universe is within you as you are within it.

No separation

Just Being

You

You are the one magical being that has been creating it all

You Are the ONE who created it all.

You

It is time to believe it."

Rukmani Kaur From The Still Point

The Road

There is a road within yourself which will take you places you could never expect

There is a point on the road which will allow you to expand and vibrate with sounds of joy

There is a wave within sounds which will intoxicate you with love

This love is all you have been waiting and searching for

YOU

You are the road

You are the point

You are the sounds

You are the wave

You are the intoxication

You are the love

YOU

You Are

We love you

Using Your Creative Energy

I received a message from the Elders last week to share this with you all. This is Sacred. Please make sure you are not under any substances as you are performing this ceremony.

So much love and blessings

🔮 Rukmani Kaur 🦄


Using Your Creative Energy To Heal and Manifest

Make sure you set up your space in a way that will make you feel very comfortable and safe. You might choose to put some calming music on, a diffuser on, incense, etc. Wear something comfortable with nothing tight around your waist so you let your belly expand as it must while your being breathes deeply.

Have a crystal, clear quartz will work wonders, but any other that calls you out will do the works as well. If you don't have a crystal, grab a stone or a flower. If you choose any of the last two, make sure they have been under the Sun and Moon Light.

Lay down on your safe and Sacred space. Place the crystal or object of your choosing on your Pelvic area. Let it be there and trust it will do its job to guide you.

FOR HEALING

Concentrate on your second chakra and begin to see the energy as a sphere that gets filled up. This energy will feel very sexual. Allow this to guide you rather than distract you. Once the sphere is full of energy you will feel a sensation. It will be unique to you. Stay present so you know how it feels like. Once the sensation is felt move it to a particular part of your being where balance is being manifested. You might choose a part of your physical body, mental body, emotional body, etc. Send it there and trust it is doing its job at helping your being to return at its full balance state.

You may repeat this step as many time as you want. Please be mindful. If you feel tired it will not help your being doing it one thousand times. Begin slow and then add up more if your heart is guiding you to.

FOR MANIFESTATION

Do the same exercise to build up the energy. Once the sphere is filled, this time to move it towards your heart. From there bring into your field that which you are wanting to manifest. Use all your senses and imagination to be in that memory. How does it feel like? What is around you? How is your heart beating? How do you feel like? See it, feel it, like it were here right now, because it is. Then let it go and let it happen.

You may choose to do this more times, following the same instructions.

You may also use the energy of one manifestation to intensify and manifest another dream faster. For example, let's say after the first manifestation you still feel full of joy, gratitude and your being is fully beaming, keep that energy going as you begin to fill up another sphere. Move the sphere to the heart while is still with the previous vibration and use that energy with the new sphere energy for your next manifestation.

NOTE: This is a Sacred Ritual. It is not meant to do it just to do it. It is not meant to be abused. Allow your heart to guide you rather than your mind or ego. Treat it with respect and it will serve you well.

We trust this will aid you in your path.

The Elders. 🦋

Inside out is Real

Do you remember the Pixar Movie "Inside Out"? I remember watching the it and thinking something about it must be real. I do that with pretty much all things. My system goes into assessing mode and takes little bits and pieces of information to explore them. However, even though when I first watched it I felt something about it was real, I let it be. I let it be until a few weeks ago when that movie became real in me.

I know at times things feel so out there. But are they really out there? Or are we the ones boxed in?

A couple weeks ago, during the Full Moon, funny enough, something deep was moving through me. Something very very deep. I was trying to give it space to truly understand what was going on, but at the beginning it seemed blocked by my own ego and the fact that it wanted to blame everything on my partner. Intense, so intense. I am quite certain you can relate. Sometimes the ego can be so strong!

I excused myself after being done with lunch and I went to the room. I sat on the bed hugging Star Seed, my unicorn companion, and began to pay attention. I trusted my intuition and I went away from who I am. I started to hear a different voice. It definitely did not sound like me. She complained and complained and complained about my partner like no other and trust me he is beyond awesome! She began to express herself as being deeply hurt and cried so much. I was doing such a great job keeping myself detached from the way she was talking until she began to cry. I hurt deeply. I felt her hurt as mine, as the little child that wanted to be seen and feel important. A little child that wanted to feel special and be pampered. Then, another voice popped in.

A different voice altogether defending my partner. I began to think,

"Holy shit! Inside out is real!"

Different voice, different personality, different way of speaking. Then another one spoke. Again! Completely different! This one had a big attitude. Once in a while they'd ask for my opinion on the matter. It honestly was like having a conversation with friends... friends that live within me.

It completely amazed me.

Meow... the coolest thing that happened was that through a conversation with them, I let go of a massive block that was holding me back from showing my partner my totality. How cool is that? Can you imagine that? Being able to tune inwards, in a sense detach from your different personalities or egos, if you want to call them that, in order to understand deeper your own organism and let go of anything that had been obstructing you?

I truly didn't know this was possible until it happened. This is exactly the reason why I am sharing this with you. Perhaps you can take this and apply it to your own life to free yourself and truly be.

Just be.

I was feeling such a deep sadness. I knew something big was moving through me. I just couldn't pinpoint it, so I just let it be. I began to remember my life with my ex husband, and how wonderful it truly was. We did have a blast and grew so much together. I thought the sadness was coming because of that. I had to go through an intense process for almost two years, maybe even more, to fully forgive myself for what I thought I did wrong.

My chest ached so much and I began to cry uncontrollably...

"Yup... it must be related to that," I thought.

Amor came to the room and held space for me. When I was able to calm down, I shared with him my process. The truth came out. I hadn't been sad because of my past, I was sad because I was scared. I had been scared of truly allowing Amor to see me, to see me in my totality. I told him,

"The only person that has even seen me, that I allowed myself to fully be with was Matt. Nobody else. Everybody else made fun of me. Everybody else put me down. So I am scared of letting you see me because I am scared you won't like me and leave me."

He continue to hold space for me. My mind knew that in a way it made no sense whatsoever. I know how much he loves me. I know how much he cares for me and enjoys my company. There had been this one little thing holding me back. I have known it. Many times I had said to him that I wasn't sure why my silly side was not coming out, which is a BIG part of me.

When he left the room, I sat up. I was still somewhat in awe for my response and for the truth. I began to talk to my little friends again:

"I want to ask you all something. Why are you scared of showing yourselves to him? It is completely obvious how much he loves us," I said.

There is one who always leads the show. I am saying this in the most loving way possible as she is part of me. Cindy, the child that wants to be seen. The child that wants to feel loved and important.

"I am scared he is going to judge us. I am scared he will say all these things and at the end see how we operate and take off. Opening up our heart and have it break it. I can't take it. I won't take it," she said.

"He has never judged us," I replied. "As a matter of fact, he is always there when we need him. He's next to us when we go through trances, when we release. He listens without judgement. He shows us so much love and compassion. I feel that if she didn't love us, he would've taken off a long time ago. It takes so much unconditional love to hold space for someone when they are going through such a massive awakening," I said.

"Ya..." Cindy replied.

"Do you want him to see us," I asked her. "To fully see us?"

"Yes," she replied.

"Can we let him see us? Our totality. Being silly with him. Experiencing life together fully," I asked her.

"Yes," she said.

"And you guys? Can we let him see us?" I asked the rest.

Everyone else replied the same. I felt a huge wave of relief.

"Yes it is then," I said.

They all shared with me how much they love him. It was just a massive fear that had been blocking us from allowing our totality to come out and be free from the rest. I shared this with Amor and he was very happy and pleased. I truly enjoy the fact that he doesn't look at me like I have lost my mind. 😂😂 Our lives are quite magical if I may say!

I kid you not, after that conversation a massive shift occurred. The next morning I felt lighter and I began to be me. I began to have fun and be silly. I no longer had that fear of "what is he gonna think?" As a matter of fact, I WAS having fun and he was enjoying seeing me. I saw the look in his eyes, almost as if seeing me like that made him love me more. Perhaps he was relieved since finally his partner was fully being herself without fearing anything.

Ever since then, when I feel something creeping up, it is way easier to listen to it without attaching any meaning to what it is, and without suffering. I can hear them, feel them and somehow it helps me to go beyond who I think I am to see things from a different perspective; from bird's eye view. It is such a cool trick which allows me to examine and let things move through me without going into a dark hole. Perhaps this is something we have always been able to do. Perhaps it had been hidden from us. Can you imagine if we all did something similar to it, if not the same, and free ourselves from our own suffering? The world wouldn't need the pharmaceutical industry. The power would be returned to each of us.

Wow.

What a world that would be.

I invite you sister, I invite you brother, to tune in to those deep hurts and allow them to speak to you. Perhaps even letting your personalities talk to you. It might sound crazy, but what if that little trick frees you from something you had been suffering? What if that was the little tool that will guide you deeper towards your truth? Would you take that chance?

I did and it freed me.

Love Language

When we think about how many languages are all around the world we realize how diverse we all are. However, there is one that is universal and that's the Love Language.

Perhaps you recently heard about this language, perhaps not. I didn't know it existed until I began the relationship with my twin. It wasn't something I grew up with so when my Twin first brought it up it sounded kind of funky to me. I truly didn't get it at the beginning ... well ... there is nothing to get really, it is about the implementation of such language in order to increase the connectivity with your partner and yourself.

It was until recent that it became more obvious we had to work harder at it. The way I am using the word hard here is not the way we go to the gym and do a crazy workout. It is the more gentle kind, the "putting your entire awareness because you understand its crucial for the relationship to strengthen" kind. It can also be very difficult, very very difficult if you are used to something else, because in essence, you ARE learning a new language.

Let me share something with you.

As I said above, I had no idea this existed so I thought showing my love the way I was used to was more than enough. I am very affectionate. I will hug you, kiss you, hold your hand, tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me, etc. multiple times a day. For me, that was exactly how love was shown so I assumed it was the same for others too... oh I was wrong. Perhaps yes that is a way of showing it but how is it being received? Is this how my partner perceives love? Or does it take him to another space? In my case, it took him to a completely other place that I didn't even know it existed and well it was a big surprise.

When we had a conversation and he told me how affection made him feel like my mind felt confused. Up till that point, that was how I had seen, given, and received love.

"What do you mean?" I thought. I really didn't get it.

I began to work very hard at not being as affectionate as I normally am. The last thing I wanted was for him to go into that space because of me. Perhaps that was what needed to happen so he could work through that, but it wasn't the moment. He was already going through major shifts. As the message I constantly receive says:

"One thing at a time."

Yup. One thing at a time.

Let me tell you that it wasn't easy at all. I was used to for 33 years to do one thing and all of the sudden this habit had to be broken. At times I would find myself about to hug him, hold his hand, kiss him, and then ... "Remember." Oh ya, Ok. That's true. It felt that somehow I wasn't being myself, yet it wasn't about me. It was about the way HE felt love, not the way I had thought he received love.

What was the most difficult not only for me but for him was the way I perceive love.

Imagine, for someone that affection doesn't feel very good receiving it yet that is the way his partner receives love… definitely a trip. Affection is my Love Language. If I don't receive it, I don't feel loved at all even though I truly know how deeply loved I am. Crazy no? It is as if my emotional body shuts down because it doesn't feel important at all. When in reality I know I am the most important person in his life. It becomes such a contradiction in my being. The mind understand yet the physical body and the emotional body want more. A simple touch to be acknowledged. A simple hug to feel important. A simple kiss to know I am indeed special. Part of me thought:

"Am I being needy?"

No, I wasn't. That is just how my system speaks love and in order for our relationship to bloom, we had to work on it hard. I had to tone down the affection and be of service to him in order for him to feel loved. He had to work on being affectionate so my system wouldn't shut down and feel appreciated and important. As I said earlier, it is like learning a complete new language and it had to get done. Why? It is quite simple. Do you wanna grow together? Do you want to expand together? Do you want to have a connection like any other? Do you want to feel and live a love beyond human? Do you want to expand your consciousness in order to live a happy and healthy life? Understand, honor, support, and hold space for each other in order for your own organism to do what it must for you to experience what you must experience in this existence?

Our answer is yes. So every day not only we work on ourselves but on the relationship we have because we are extremely important to each other and because we both deserve to experience Divine Love in the most exquisite way.

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The Five Love Languages:
• Physical Touch
• Acts of Service
• Receiving Gifts
• Words of Affirmation
• Quality Time

Head to 👇 for more info:

https://www.5lovelanguages.com/

Light Language: Divine Activation

When I sit down and allow things to fully flow without interruption, it amazes me.

Truly.

If you would have told me five years ago or even three years ago that I would be channeling a Light Language in what I call my future, I would have been like "Ah whaaaat?!" HA HA HA HA

Sometimes we do not realize the power that is stored within us. Perhaps that's due to thinking we are only humans and those particular patterns block the ones that might be able to show us a bit more. It is so funky when we think about it. I remember reading a meme that said something a long the lines of

"You are in a Planet that is floating in the middle of the Universe and you don't believe in magic?"

That brought so much deep awareness to my system and at that moment in time I didn't get it at all. I felt it, but my mind wanted to understand every detail.

Perhaps that's the downfall of the human mind. The fact that it wants to know how things operate. At times though, there is truly no way to explaining it; it must be felt. This is the case with the Light Language that comes through me. I will try to explain as much as I can here. Please keep your mind open.

When I began to search for something bigger things didn't really come. I believe that was due to me wanting to experience something that would blow my mind. Part of me gave up. However, I continued to open portals and do energy work. They always satisfied my curiosity as things truly were shown way different than whenever I would do other things. It was when I was in Kathmandu that my life truly changed.

I am quite certain we all have, or most of us have heard about Enlightened Beings. It sounds a bit crazy no? Beings that have transcended the human mentality and have "powers." In 2017 right after finishing a Kundalini Yoga Teacher Training named "The Making of a Yogi," I traveled to Nepal. I was only there for five days, but that was exactly what was needed. The very last day I was there I was introduced to someone. This someone changed my life.

I had a vision the night before meeting this fellow that my brother Diplove came to me and said,

"There is something I want to teach you."

Now, if you were to approach a "regular" human being saying "Hey! I got a vision and you said this to me," such human would probably look at you like you're crazy. Luckily, I knew he was also a Reiki practitioner, so the crazy look wasn't going to happen. I approached him the very next day and when I said that to him he laughed then said,

"Would you like to meet my Master?"

"Sure," I replied.

"My Enlightened Master," he added.

My heart raised.

"Did he just say what I think he said?" I asked myself.

"Ya," I replied to him.

He took me to this room which was right next to the Yoga room. I had seen it every time I had gone to practice Yoga Asana there, but I didn't think anything about it. I checked my nostrils and stepped into the room with the foot that corresponded to the one nostril that was more activated. It is a sign of respect. The moment I entered I felt the change in energy.

Something BIG was happening there.

I saw a group of men sitting around this one guy. I was introduced to him.

"This is my Master, Babaji," said Diplove.

I looked into this eyes and everything in me stopped.

There is something very special about the human eye. It says it all. It can tell someone else how you are feeling, your imbalances, your traumas, and it can also tell you how awake someone is. His eyes screamed unconditional love. I had never seen eyes like his before. There was absolutely nothing that said anything else in them. Pure unconditional love poured not only from his eyes but from his entire being. I wanted to collapse on my knees and bow to him. His look had penetrated my system within less than a second and something was changing within me. Something big had already changed within me by just being in his presence.

I had a session with him the next morning before heading back to India. All I can tell you is it was beyond powerful. He knew things that literally nobody knew about my childhood and parents. He activated something in me. I know he did. The last days in Kathmandu changed it all. Enlightenment was no longer a concept but a reality. I was grateful I had listened to the guidance which had led me there. I was grateful for the deep shift within me.

A year later I found myself in Thailand, in an island named Koh Phangan. I was in an innerdance group session. Something big had begun to activate in my organism two nights before. Those two hours were so intense; they left me on the floor in child's pose catching my breath. Throughout the session I was speaking, singing, chanting and screaming in a Light Language. A facilitator came to me and whispered in one of my ears something in a language my mind didn't understand, but my heart did.

"Wake up sister. I am here for you," she said to me.

It was the exact same thing I told Ming when this kind of awakening happened to her.

It's been two years after this. Two super transformational years. In these two years I have become comfortable with my gift. I know it is not mine but humanity's. At the beginning I had no idea what was going on or what it meant. Part of me said,

"Here we go again … another thing that makes you super weird."

HA HA HA

The reality of it is that Ok yes, I am super weird but I have a gift that is beyond beautiful.

I noticed since 2018 the Light Language was doing something for others: helping them. I knew it was something I couldn't explain but any time someone would give me feedback, it would blow my mind. There was also the feeling of,

"Yes! You are doing your Dharma allowing it to fully come through."

I was so hesitant of letting people hear it. Part of it was because pretty much my entire life I have gotten really weird looks, so it would trigger something in me. However, the more it came through, the more I noticed how powerful it was.

In Burning Man of 2018 I channeled it for the very first time in a tent full of people. I heard my mind say,

"Who do you think you are to be doing this?"

The other part of me disregarded it and continued. The thing is, I wasn’t doing anything at all. Something bigger was. When the session was done, so many people came to me curious about the language and sharing their beautiful experiences. I wasn't making it up. I had a gift and it had to be shared.

I began to embrace it even if that meant it was making me even more weird than I already was. In a sense, it took the weirdness to a complete different level, but I began to take it as a compliment. I knew I couldn't hide it anymore because hiding it would mean I was cheating us all and I don’t have that in my heart. I came here to do the job which is to guide us all to remember who we truly are.

In a way I said "Fuck it!" I commenced to channel to my family, to friends then the need to share it with my clients and students became stronger than the fear of being seen as a weirdo. I gave myself full permission to embody this "power." The moment I fully embraced it was the moment that major shifts happened not only in my life but also in the life of the ones it touched. The voice also began to change. It would adjust to whoever it was speaking to, knowing exactly what to say and how to say it. I truly didn't know how a session was going to go, I just trusted and let it happen.

So now, I don't see it as a weird thing at all. It is me and I absolutely love it. As a matter of fact, I can't picture my life without it. In a sense it feels like my Mother Tongue. I know this has happened before in other lifetimes, in other realities. However, the most important thing is that I know how powerful it is and how it impacts other people's lives. It activates and deactivates different parts in others' organisms. I see it happening. How could I possibly hide this gift from all of you? I can't, doing such is being selfish. I cannot keep it in because it must be shared.

So here I am sharing it with you all because I know it does make a difference. I know it does resonate with you even if your mind cannot understand what is saying. Plus, keeping it in would mean I don't love you enough to make a difference in your life and if I don't love in that manner, I don't love myself at all.

Divine Channel

At times I am not sure how to communicate what happens in my life, in my world, as it's something beyond what the human mind can fathom. Yet, it is extremely important to share as I know and feel I am not the only one experiencing all these things. The reason why I write and share is because I want you to know that you are not alone and if you have some gifts that are seen so "out there," to embrace them. The reason why you have such gifts is because for many many lifetimes you have been doing this work; the work of the Heart. You have been leading people to freedom. You have been the example for many and many look up to you because of that. It is because of your pure heart that such deep gifts get activated and Divinity can do its work through you. Now, what a blessing that is!

For many many years, perhaps even all my life, I searched for something. I knew I was different somehow. I knew there was something so important I had come here to fulfill. The thing is that I kept searching not knowing at the beginning that when you search, in a sense you slam the door of the one thing that sets you apart from everyone else. I suffered so much trying to find it, not realizing that I had it all along. I didn't realize that what I had been searching for was calling me as well, not from the outside but from within.

It is scary to answer that call. Especially when you have already created a life. It is scary when your life goes upside down. The thing here is that even though it feels is going upside down, it is actually heading straight up. When we stop trying to control, when we stop fighting against the change, the channels clear up and they show us the way. This is what happened to me.

On 2018 I left a place I had called home for more than half of my life. I left the community, my family, my besties, my puppies and my partner. I didn't know what was ahead of me, I just knew I had to trust. The road was foggy and I couldn't even see one feet in front of me, yet there was a bigger guidance from the depth of my being that was showing me the way. I tried to seem kind of confident about it, but let me tell you one thing... I wasn't at all. I was freaking the fuck out inside. I was dying and in a sense re-birthing from within. Everything in me wanted to lose it, but the fire from inside kept me alive; kept me going.

Truly, I didn't have any other choice which I am grateful for. It was either "You follow that calling or you die." It sounds harsh, but it is the truth. I am not talking about physically, but spirituality. If I hadn't followed that guidance the spark of light within me would have extinguished itself and the one laying on the hammock, listening to the melody of the waterfall as she's writing these words, wouldn't be here.

There comes a point in life where you have seen so many things you had dreamed of seeing. When you do, there is no going back. It is similar to The Matrix. You truly cannot go back and live that one "normal" life you had had, because you are completely different.

COMPLETELY.

I had known for years that I was doing something more than energy work, something more than Reiki. In 2016 I had the first experience of being a Medium. It absolutely made my jaw dropped. I was at my dear friend Emily's apartment. She was asking me how to hold a ceremony for one of her students. Her boyfriend had just passed. I began to explain to her what to do and then... something changed. I felt a different energy coming through and HE began to speak through me. When Emily noticed this, she grabbed a piece of paper to take notes. The spirit delivered his message and when it was done we both looked at each other with the "Holy Shit" look.

How can you possibly go back to that one "normal" life? Especially when the message was delivered to her student and she cried because that was exactly how her boyfriend spoke.

How can you possibly go back to that one "normal" life?

I reached a point where I knew I had outgrown the city. The guidance I needed was no longer there and the energy in Asia began to call me. So I packed my bags and took off. That was the hardest thing I have done for far.

THE HARDEST.

I was walking without seeing. Something bigger was moving me. At times I felt I didn’t have the energy to keep going, yet I kept being moved and I am beyond grateful for that push.

In Thailand I released so much and I let go fully of who I wanted to be. I began to just be. I concentrated on myself and my journey and let go of any kind of expectation I had. I allowed life to show me the way. Even if at times it felt completely nuts, I let it be and trusted because truly, I had no other choice. I had to trust.

I had to trust I had made the right decision on moving across the world. I had to trust that whatever my parents had told me was not true. I had to trust that whatever feeling which made me take the leap of faith had been the right one to follow. And it had. It absolutely had.

At the end of June of 2018, I found myself surrounded by the most loving Soul Family. The had seen me and they had accepted me from the very first moment. They had never judged me. The had seen me as the Goddess I embody. Through the space of acceptance and unconditional love, the portal towards my truth opened up and I stepped right through it. This is when the channeling became so pure and so strong that it activated the remembrance of the Light Language that comes through me.

At the beginning I had no idea what I was supposed to do with it. However, I knew it. I felt deeply within my own organism that it wasn't the first time I had spoken that language. It hadn't been separate from me, it had been me all along and I had rediscovered it. The more I continued to hold space for others, the more it activated itself until it became normality. I no longer just had "Normal" Reiki Sessions, but I started to speak, chant and sing in that Language. Nature understood it. It became the way I spoke to her and animals as well. It became my mother tongue. Something that allows me to access Higher Realms of Consciousness and opens up a bigger space for you to do your own healing in my presence.

The more I worked with others, the more it humbled me and still does. Why? Because truly, I am not doing the work. This consciousness, the one who's typing goes away, as it were non-existent and something Greater moves through this organism. Even though I remember absolutely everything of a session, the energy that comes through, the things that are said, is not me but the Highest Version of you that comes through me to facilitated your own healing in the form of God.

I know this word can trigger many things for some. I am not referring to the Catholic or Christian God. When I say that word I meant the One thing that moves it all. The One thing that makes us experience this reality. The One thing that moves the leaves and branches of a tree. The One thing that allows the water to flow. The One thing that makes your organism function without you even doing anything at all. The One thing that creates life. That's what I mean when I say God. And within that space there's you as you aren't separate from IT, from me, nor from existence. As you are the One thing that moves it all:

God.