Divine Channel

At times I am not sure how to communicate what happens in my life, in my world, as it's something beyond what the human mind can fathom. Yet, it is extremely important to share as I know and feel I am not the only one experiencing all these things. The reason why I write and share is because I want you to know that you are not alone and if you have some gifts that are seen so "out there," to embrace them. The reason why you have such gifts is because for many many lifetimes you have been doing this work; the work of the Heart. You have been leading people to freedom. You have been the example for many and many look up to you because of that. It is because of your pure heart that such deep gifts get activated and Divinity can do its work through you. Now, what a blessing that is!

For many many years, perhaps even all my life, I searched for something. I knew I was different somehow. I knew there was something so important I had come here to fulfill. The thing is that I kept searching not knowing at the beginning that when you search, in a sense you slam the door of the one thing that sets you apart from everyone else. I suffered so much trying to find it, not realizing that I had it all along. I didn't realize that what I had been searching for was calling me as well, not from the outside but from within.

It is scary to answer that call. Especially when you have already created a life. It is scary when your life goes upside down. The thing here is that even though it feels is going upside down, it is actually heading straight up. When we stop trying to control, when we stop fighting against the change, the channels clear up and they show us the way. This is what happened to me.

On 2018 I left a place I had called home for more than half of my life. I left the community, my family, my besties, my puppies and my partner. I didn't know what was ahead of me, I just knew I had to trust. The road was foggy and I couldn't even see one feet in front of me, yet there was a bigger guidance from the depth of my being that was showing me the way. I tried to seem kind of confident about it, but let me tell you one thing... I wasn't at all. I was freaking the fuck out inside. I was dying and in a sense rebirthing from within. Everything in me wanted to lose it, but the fire from inside kept me alive; kept me going.

Truly, I didn't have any other choice which I am grateful for. It was either "You follow that calling or you die." It sounds harsh, but it is the truth. I am not talking about physically, but spirituality. If I hadn't followed that guidance the spark of light within me would have extinguished itself and the one laying on the hammock, listening to the melody of the waterfall as she's writing these words, wouldn't be here.

There comes a point in life where you have seen so many things you had dreamed of seeing. When you do, there is no going back. It is similar to The Matrix. You truly cannot go back and live that one "normal" life you had had, because you are completely different.

COMPLETELY.

I had known for years that I was doing something more than energy work, something more than Reiki. In 2016 I had the first experience of being a Medium. It absolutely made my jaw dropped. I was at my dear friend Emily's apartment. She was asking me how to hold a ceremony for one of her students. Her boyfriend had just passed. I began to explain to her what to do and then... something changed. I felt a different energy coming through and HE began to speak through me. When Emily noticed this, she grabbed a piece of paper to take notes. The spirit delivered his message and when it was done we both looked at each other with the "Holy Shit" look.

How can you possibly go back to that one "normal" life? Especially when the message was delivered to her student and she cried because that was exactly how her boyfriend spoke.

How can you possibly go back to that one "normal" life?

I reached a point where I knew I had outgrown the city. The guidance I needed was no longer there and the energy in Asia began to call me. So I packed my bags and took off. That was the hardest thing I have done for far.

THE HARDEST.

I was walking without seeing. Something bigger was moving me. At times I felt I didn’t have the energy to keep going, yet I kept being moved and I am beyond grateful for that push.

In Thailand I released so much and I let go fully of who I wanted to be. I began to just be. I concentrated on myself and my journey and let go of any kind of expectation I had. I allowed life to show me the way. Even if at times it felt completely nuts, I let it be and trusted because truly, I had no other choice. I had to trust.

I had to trust I had made the right decision on moving across the world. I had to trust that whatever my parents had told me was not true. I had to trust that whatever feeling which made me take the leap of faith had been the right one to follow. And it had. It absolutely had.

At the end of June of 2018, I found myself surrounded by the most loving Soul Family. The had seen me and they had accepted me from the very first moment. They had never judged me. The had seen me as the Goddess I embody. Through the space of acceptance and unconditional love, the portal towards my truth opened up and I stepped right through it. This is when the channeling became so pure and so strong that it activated the remembrance of the Light Language that comes through me.

At the beginning I had no idea what I was supposed to do with it. However, I knew it. I felt deeply within my own organism that it wasn't the first time I had spoken that language. It hadn't been separate from me, it had been me all along and I had rediscovered it. The more I continued to hold space for others, the more it activated itself until it became normality. I no longer just had "Normal" Reiki Sessions, but I started to speak, chant and sing in that Language. Nature understood it. It became the way I spoke to her and animals as well. It became my mother tongue. Something that allows me to access Higher Realms of Consciousness and opens up a bigger space for you to do your own healing in my presence.

The more I worked with others, the more it humbled me and still does. Why? Because truly, I am not doing the work. This consciousness, the one who's typing goes away, as it were non-existent and something Greater moves through this organism. Even though I remember absolutely everything of a session, the energy that comes through, the things that are said, is not me but the Highest Version of you that comes through me to facilitated your own healing in the form of God.

I know this word can trigger many things for some. I am not referring to the Catholic or Christian God. When I say that word I meant the One thing that moves it all. The One thing that makes us experience this reality. The One thing that moves the leaves and branches of a tree. The One thing that allows the water to flow. The One thing that makes your organism function without you even doing anything at all. The One thing that creates life. That's what I mean when I say God. And within that space there's you as you aren't separate from IT, from me, nor from existence. As you are the One thing that moves it all: God

Self-Sabotage

As I continue to grow, more awareness hits me. Some are very lovely, some not so much. However, I welcome it all with open arms and with so much gratitude because it is such a big confirmation of my growth and let’s be honest, who doesn’t like that? I have gotten used to being uncomfortable. Of course at times is not easy at all. At times the ego wants to come out and run the show. At times it is difficult not to let it out especially when something has hit a deep emotional wound. When this happens, I used to shut down, go to the room and be by myself. I find myself still doing that, not as much, but now I give a bit of a clue to my partner that something is passing through me. Even though I am still perfecting this aspect of my life, I am extremely proud of the progress I have been doing. I used to be a volcano and in my eyes I was always right even if clear evidence and facts showed the contrary. Ha ha ha what a game we are playing! It is quite exciting when we remember not to take things personally and of course it can absolutely work the opposite way.

I have been in this conscious path for nearly ten years. I say conscious because I truly believe we have been in it since birth and beyond whether we knew it or not. I have learned to listen when things pop up, to take care of myself, to put myself first and also to apologize when it is needed. The later one was the hardest lol as my system had this code working full force. It truly amazes me the amount of codes and limited beliefs I have been breaking during the past years. Sometimes these come up and we don’t realized they broke until the full awareness comes through. I had a huge one that came to me recently: Self-Sabotage. Allow me to share this part of myself with you. Who knows? Perhaps some things will resonate with you as well.

A few days ago, Amor and I went through a journey. Such journey allowed me to see things more clearly and in a sense see the full puzzle and how each piece comes together. Cool right? Yes, indeed. Even though it was like being around unicorns and butterflies, I truly wasn’t aware of what I had gone through or done to myself in order to be where I am. A couple days later, this awareness came. Somehow Amor kept thinking throughout the day that I was in funky mood, but truly I wasn’t. I was observing and seeing his bodies as he was going though somewhat of a stressful time. I grabbed a book, “The Mastery Of Love,” (super great book by the way!) and went to the balcony to read it. This book has been hitting home since I opened it. I laid on the hammock and something told me to put the book down. As I explained above, I have gotten pretty good at listening to messages, so I obeyed. I put the book down and heard with my heart what was coming through.

I began to see my life as a movie playing through my third eye without any judgements whatsoever. I paid attention. Something big was coming through. I felt it deeply. It was like a Plant Medicine Journey, when Mami Aya shows you your life and what you have been doing with it. I saw the very first experiences where I had felt so lost, so alone. They kept repeating throughout the years. Little by little things kept unfolding and then ... it hit hard ... how unhappy I had been throughout my life, how much disgust for myself I had had and how destructive I had also been. Of course I had known this and this was something that hurt deeply coming out. It wasn’t like it had come out from one day to the other but for years! Years upon years upon years of self-hate, self-loathing, self-destruction. Painful for sure. When I think about how many years I had spent in that kind of mind set, it makes absolute sense the intensity of my awakening, trances and releases. However, the one thing I hadn’t realized until I was in the hammock was how much I had sabotage my own happiness and life throughout my years. This is what blew my mind.

I am just going to call it the plant. Somehow it feels best calling it that way. The plant began to show me, how I had kept destroying my outside world over and over and over again because what I felt within: self-hate. I didn’t think I was worthy of love, nor happiness. I found every single little excuse to sabotage it. When I felt happy, I thought that wasn’t the right mind set or feeling, so I would do something to stop it and go back into the fear or unhappiness mode. My jaw dropped. It hadn’t just been once, but multiple times. Countless times! I could not see how beautiful I have always been, therefore my outside reality couldn’t be blissful. Even though life kept showing me my truth, I kept trying to destroy it. Why? Because in my eyes I was hideous. I was the worst person and I did not deserve to be happy or to have such a peaceful life.

It was so obvious that we indeed manifest what we feel we are worthy of and how much life mirrors what is within in the outside world.

One of the most beautiful things I have created in my life, is the relationship with my ex. This is when my jaw dropped further. He is the greatest man. Truly. Hands down. I can tell you that he is the reincarnation of an angel. He is an earthly angel and one of the greatest beings that has ever existed. Period. I have always known it, but at times I forgot. Of course. Sometimes we go so inwards and forget what is around us or forget to actually see. Well, as I previously said, I had a pretty low self-esteem and at those moments I thought I wasn’t worthy of anything. So, I did things for him to hate me. I hurt myself many times. I tried to end my life. I tried to end the relationship many times prior to the separation, but it wasn’t because of lack of love, but because in my eyes, he was WAY too good for me and he deserved more. However, I didn’t know what I was doing. I can clearly remember those moments and I truly just thought I was bipolar. I wasn’t aware of the sabotage I was doing to myself until I laid on the hammock.

It made me think how many of us do this so often and don’t even realize it. Do you do it? Do you do it as much as I used to? Wow! This is big you guys! So big! Why do we not even think that we are worthy of all the magical things in this plane of existence? Blows my mind. Completely blows my mind. I know there is a “normality” in human society and we are born into it. This is the reason why is so important, SO IMPORTANT to practice mindfulness. It is CRUCIAL to practice Self-Love until it transforms into our true nature. It is beyond important to remind ourselves daily of how absolutely stunning we are! How powerful we are! Remember that if you don’t like something in your current reality, you can always change it. You HAVE the POWER to change it. Please remember that. We didn’t come here to sabotage our happiness, we came here to create the biggest blissful path the world has ever seen!

I invite you to look at yourself in the mirror and say looking straight into your eyes how extremely beautiful you are. Whether you believe it or not, it is true.

I invite you to imagine the happiest life that you could ever have.

I invite you to give yourself permission to bring that into your current reality.

I invite you to believe in yourself.

I invite you to forgive yourself.

I invite you to love yourself.

I invite you.

Will you take the invitation?

My Guardians: An Unconditional Love Beyond Human

I sit on my desk as I listen to Simrit sing "Sat Narayan" and at the same time the melody of the rain. Life is truly beautiful when we surrender to its flow and to the messages that might seem hidden. Messages are always coming through in one way or another. The rain has its one language. She speaks. So does the Sun and the Moon. The way one person lays down says a lot about the mental state of that particular moment. The way the eyes shine or not. The way one walks. The way a doggie looks at you. I can go on and on and on about different kinds of languages and messages. There is one kind I would like to concentrate on today.

I sat at this specific chair that morning. I was journaling as I watched attentively our garden. Something caught my attention as I listen to the subtleties of the trees and the fruits. I had to move side to side to make sure I was actually seeing what I thought I was seeing. I saw giant white wings. They looked like the ginormous leaves of a banana tree. We have tons of those in the garden. The wings were near them. Hence the movement to make sure I wasn't making things up. As we know, the mind likes to play tricks. I thought that somehow the Sun was hitting the leaves stronger than ever and it was making them seem they were white. Yet these "leaves" did not move. Neither were they leaning like the rest; they were pointing straight up.

I put my pen down on my journal and paid more attention to what my eyes were seeing and what my heart was feeling. Something within said,

"Go outside."

I did.

The moment I reached the porch that overlooks to the garden, something grabbed my hand and took me down towards a spot that Amor and I go quite frequently to watch the sunset and talk. It didn't scared me at all. The energy felt very similar. Perhaps if it had been the first time that something beyond my eyes could see held me, I might've freaked out a bit. However, this has happened multiple times before.

When we reached the spot, we sat down. I was sitting to the left of my Guardian Angel. I knew his presence. The first time he appeared to me, I was laying down on the couch breathing while a friend watched TV in my house in Las Vegas. He placed my hands on my heart and introduced himself. He didn't need much introduction after that. I know his energy. I say him because the name he introduced himself with, is considered a masculine name.

He began to talk to me about my path and how great I am doing staying on top of things. Although most things he said are very personal, there is one thing I do want to share about the conversation.

"Thanks for investigating and coming out of the house. I knew you would."

"Part of me thought it was a banana leave shinning super bright, but I knew better. Something within said to come out and I did."

"I am very glad."

"However, I am wondering why at this moment I am not seeing your wings and I'm just feeling your presence."

"You would freak out if you saw my eyes. You are not ready yet."

"Try me." What a human thing to say.

"You will soon. We are very proud of you. You've come a long way."

"Thank you. I know. It's been beyond intense."

"We know. Keep it up."

"Of course."

"You are meant to do great things and you will. You already are."

"Thank you. I know. I feel it. It humbles me. It transforms my heart into a heart that is beyond human. I have a hard time communicating at times. I feel I speak in code."

"Ha ha ha. Yes, indeed you do. The right ones will understand it."

A day or two later, Amor and I were listening an interview of Joe Dispenza about Light Beings helping him in his courses. This topic completely fascinates me as I have had the experience of these Light Beings helping me through my process. What truly caught my attention was his description of them:

Very tall white beings with a very strong presence.

Tall white beings... I have seen them before...

He said they can't lower their vibrations to meet the "normal" human vibrations because that would mean to lose themselves. Therefore, they ask humans to meet them in the middle. If they were to lower their vibrations to a human level, they might lose themselves, as in stop existing. This is something they don't do as they love themselves so much.

Tall white beings...

A few years ago in 2013, I was suicidal. I was at home, went to the kitchen, grabbed a knife, and went to the room. Apparently I wasn't sneaky enough because my roommate told my husband at the time and he rushed home from work. Yes, the intentions of grabbing the knife was to end this precious life of mine. The knives we had, were not just regular knives, but chef knives. Very very very sharp.

To be completely honest, till this day I am not quite sure what happened. It is all blurry but one part. The door opened, three ginormous white beings entered. I didn't like their presence. They were on a mission and it scared me. They walked like the owned the room. They walked so fiercely and so sure of themselves. They did not even say a word as they moved towards the bed were I was laying freaking out with Matt. One immediately went to my legs and held my ankles down. The other one went to my head and held it down. Matt pushed down on my shoulders. I screamed as the other one was coming towards my face. I tried to move around and throw a fit for them to let me go. I couldn't. I couldn't move. Their strength was beyond human and what in the world was Matt doing?!?! He should be helping me.

The one holding my head down opened up my mouth and there was absolutely nothing I could do to either stop it or close my mouth. I saw the other one approaching me with a syringe. I freaked out even more. I was so scared. I was so scared.

"Who are these people?! What are they doing to me?!"

I was injected in my palate with something. Whatever it was made me pass out. When I woke up, I was in Matt's arms. The door was open. I looked around confused.

"Did anybody come to the room?"

"No," he replied.

However, they had. I knew they had because the suicidal tendencies were no longer there. Rather than feeling hopeless and lifeless, I felt full of unconditional love. Matt saw it too. He saw my eyes and could tell something in me had shifted.

As Joe Dispenza kept talking about it, that memory came up. I understood why my Guardian Angel had said I'd freak out if I saw his eyes. I was gonna recognize him and it was gonna take me back to that experience. The next morning I talked to him.

"We had done the math and we had a specific amount of time in which we needed to do what was necessary to help you. We knew you were gonna kill yourself. It wasn't your time yet. You were making it so difficult."

"I was scared. I didn't know what was going on."

"Yes. We know."

"Joe Dispenza said..."

"Yes. We got back right on time. It was a chance we were willing to take for you. We are your Guardians."

I was speechless. An overwhelming feeling of gratitude came through. They... they... put their own existence in the line to help me... they almost lost themselves. All of this was done by the unconditional love to me... to ME. And to think that at those moments, I felt so lonely and that noone ever cared for me. Yet, they were there watching over me, guiding me even though I couldn't see them or feel them. My Guardians not only were there at every step of the way, but they sacrificed their own existence for ME.

To help ME.

To save ME.

Gratitude doesn't even cut it.

So I sit here sharing this experience with an immense heart. A heart that once thought it was just a human heart and now knows it goes beyond it. A heart that if it wasn't for them, I wouldn't be here writing these words. A heart that is never alone. A heart that when looking at things from the bigger perspective of life, is not even mine or theirs. It's OURS.

💞💞💞

Estoy sentada en mi escritorio escuchando la canción "Sat Narayan" de Simrit y al mismo tiempo, la melodía de la lluvia. La vida es completamente hermosa cuando nos rendimos a su flujo y a los mensajes que parecen estar escondidos.
Los mensajes siempre vienen de una manera u otra. La lluvia tiene su propio idioma. Ella habla como el Sol y La Luna. La manera como una persona se echa dice bastante del estado mental en el cual está en ese momento. La manera como los ojos brillan o no. La manera como uno camina. La manera como un perrito te mira. Puedo seguir y seguir con los ejemplos de diferente tipos de lenguajes y mensajes. Hay un tipo en el cual me quiero concentrar hoy.

Esa mañana estaba sentada en esta misma silla. Estaba escribiendo en mi diario mientras también prestaba bastante atención a nuestro jardín. Algo me llamó la atención mientras escuchaba la sutiles de los árboles y frutas. Tuve que moverme de lado a lado para confirmar lo que pensaba haber visto. Vi unas alas blancas gigantes. Parecían las hojas gigantes de un árbol de plátano. Tenemos tantos de estos en el jardín. Las alas estaban cerquísimas a ellos. Por eso me movía tanto para saber que no me estaba imaginando cosas. Como sabemos, a la mente le encanta jugar. Pensé que fácil la luz del Sol brillaba tanto en las hojas que hacía que parezcan blancas. La cosa es que estas "hojas" no se movían. Y no estaban inclinadas como las demás pero derechitas.

Solté mi lapicero y lo puse en mi diario para poder prestar más atención a lo que mis ojos estaban viendo y a lo que mi corazón estaba sintiendo.
Algo dentro de mí me dijo,

"Anda afuera."

Lo hice.

Cuando llegué al porche que mira desde arriba al jardín, algo agarró mi mano y me guió hacia el lugar donde Amor y yo vamos frecuentemente a ver la postada del sol. No me dió nada de miedo. La energía que sentí fue bien conocida. Fácil si esto hubiera pasado por primera vez, sí que me hubiera asustado y harto. Pero ya ha pasado bastantes veces.

Cuando llegamos al lugar nos sentamos. Me senté al costado izquierdo de mi Ángel Guardián. Conozco su presencia. La primera vez que se me apareció, estaba echada en el sofá respirando mientras una amiga veía televisión en mi casa en Las Vegas. Él puso sus manos en mi corazón y se presentó. Después de eso no necesitaba más introducciones. Conozco su energía. Digo él porque el nombre con el cual se introdujo es un nombre masculino.

Él empezó a hablarme de mi camino y el buen trabajo que estoy haciendo con todas las cosas. Aunque la mayoría de las cosas que dijo son bien personales, quiero compartir una de ellas.

"Gracias por investigar y salir de la casa. Sabia que ibas a venir."

"Parte de mí pensó que era una hoja de plátano brillando bastante, pero supe mejor. Algo dentro de mí me dijo que salga y lo hice."

"Me da mucho gusto."

"Aunque en este momento me estoy preguntando por qué no veo tus alas y sólo siento tu presencia."

"Te asustarias bastante si vieras mis ojos. No estás lista todavía."

"Inténtalo." Que cosa tan humana de decir.

"Las verás pronto. Estamos muy orgullosos de tí. Has pasado por tantas cosas."

"Gracias. Lo sé. Ha sido mucho más que intenso."

"Lo sabemos. Continúa con todo."

"Por supuesto."

"Has venido acá para hacer grandes cosas y lo harás. Ya lo estás haciendo."

"Gracias. Lo sé. Lo siento. Me da más humildad. Transforma mi corazón a un corazón más que humano. Aveces se me hace difícil comunicarme. Siento que hablo en código. "

" Ja ja ja. Si, ciertamente lo haces. Los adecuados lo entenderán. "

Un día o dos días después, Amor y yo estábamos escuchando una entrevista de Joe Dispenza sobre Seres de Luz ayudándole en sus cursos. Este tema me fascina ya que estos Seres me han ayudado tanto en mi proceso. Lo que realmente me llamó la atención fue la descripción de estos Seres:

Seres blancos y muy altos con una presencia bien fuerte.

Seres blancos y altos ... los he visto antes...

Él dijo que dichos Seres no pueden bajar sus vibraciones para llegar a las vibraciones "normales" humanas porque eso significaría que se perderían. Por lo tanto, ellos les piden a los humanos de encontrarse en la mitad. Si ellos bajan sus vibraciones a un nivel humano, se podrían perder; osea dejar de existir. Esto es algo que no hacen ya que se aman tanto.

Seres altos y blancos...

Hace un par de años en el 2013, yo era suicida. Estaba en la casa, fui a la cocina, agarré un cuchillo y me fui al cuarto. Aparentemente no lo hice a escondidas porque mi compañero de piso llamó al que era mi esposo y él regresó a la casa al toque. Sí, la intención que tenía era de quitar la bella vida que tengo. Los cuchillos que teníamos no eran cuchillos normales sino cuchillos de chef. Muy muy muy afilados.

Honestamente hasta este día no sé exactamente lo que pasó. Todo está súper borroso menos una parte. La puerta se abrió y tres seres súper gigantes blancos entraron. No me gustó la presencia de ellos. Tenían una misión y eso me asustó. Caminaron como si fuera su cuarto. Caminaron ferozmente y bien seguros de sí mismos. No dijeron ninguna palabra mientras se acercaban a la cama donde estaba echada con Matt volviéndome loca. Inmediatamente uno se acercó a mis piernas y me agarró los tobillos. El otro se fue hacia mi cabeza y la aguantó. Matt puso presión en mis hombros para no poder moverlos. Grité cuando me di cuenta que el otro se estaba acercando hacia mi cara. Intenté de moverme y soltarme de ellos pero no pude. No me pude mover para nada. La fuerza de estos seres era más que humana. Y que cosa estaba haciendo Matt?!? Me debería de ayudar.

El que mantenía mi cabeza abrió mi boca y no pude hacer nada para pararlo o cerrarla. Vi que el otro se me acercaba con una jeringa. Me asusté mucho más. Tenía tanto miedo. Tanto miedo.

"Quienes son estas personas?! Y que me están haciendo?!"

Me inyectaron en mi paladar con algo. Fuera lo que fuera me hizo perder el conocimiento. Cuando me desperté estaba en los brazos de Matt. La puerta estaba abierta. Miré alrededor del cuarto confundida.

"Alguien entró al cuarto?"

"No," respondió él.

Sin embargo, sí que entraron. Supe que sí habían entrado porque mis tendencias suicidas ya no estaban en mi sistema. En vez de sentirme sin esperanza y sin vida, me sentía llena de amor incondicional. Matt también se dió cuenta. Él vió mis ojos y supo que algo había cambiado en mí.

Mientras Joe Dispenza seguía hablando del tema, esta memoria regresó. Entendí porque mi Ángel de la Guardia me había dicho que me iba a asustar si veía sus ojos. Lo iba a identificar y eso me iba a regresar a esa experiencia. El día siguiente hablé con él.

"Hicimos el cálculo y teníamos un tiempo limitado en el cual teníamos que hacer lo necesario para ayudarte. Sabíamos que te ibas a quitar la vida. No era tu tiempo todavía. Hiciste todo más difícil de lo que tenía que ser."

"Tenía mucho miedo y no sabía lo que estaba pasando."

"Sí. Lo sabemos."

"Joe Dispenza dijo..."

"Sí. Regresamos a tiempo. Era la única oportunidad y estábamos dispuestos a tomarla por ti. Somos tus Guardianes."

Me quedé sin palabras. Una enorme sensación de gratitud llenó mi ser. Ellos... ellos... pusieron su existencia en el fuego para ayudarme... casi se pierden. Todo esto fue hecho por el amor incondicional hacia mí... hacia MÍ. Y pensar que en esos momentos me sentía tan sola y que a nadie le importaba. Pero ellos me estaban protegiendo y guiándome aunque no los podía ni ver ni sentir. Mis Guardianes no solamente estuvieron ahí conmigo todo el tiempo sino que sacrificaron sus propias existencias por mí.

Para ayudarme.

Para salvarme.

Decir que tengo tanta gratitud no se compara a lo que siento.

Sentada comparto esta experiencia con un corazón tan inmenso. Un corazón que alguna vez pensó que solo era un corazón humano y ahora es mucho más que eso. Un corazón que si no fuera por ellos, no estaría aquí escribiendo estas palabras. Un corazón que nunca ha estado sólo. Un corazón que si se ve desde una perspectiva más grande de la vida, no es ni mío ni de ellos. Es de nosotros.